I know people can be selfish or mean because people is that. People learn selfishness or meanness from his family or surroundings or be compelled to be selfish. But there should be a limitation of meanness. Otherwise they will not be included in the class of a human being.
I am writing this post about one of my colleague. We both are doing job in a govt. organization. Anyway, we are passing official days in good manner. But now a day, I am observing he is grudging me in all the fact he could. I don’t know whats my fault and what worst I have done with him.
Envy is the nature of a men and some peoples are horribly trying to show us. Huh! Days going and the real man is booming. Wow! That is what peoples always say- “if you would like to know a man, then mix with him, live with him or at least make some deals with him”.
I have already experienced with so many happenings like that—someone with whom I firstly introduced he seems awesome on everything. But along with the day passed the real behavior or natures of him is revealed. This is the reality. As I am too much hypersensitive and love to live in fantasy; things like that hurts me a lot. I feel pain in my sensitive mind and it ruins my happiness and all the positive thinking I usually think.
I tried to get rid such type of worst incidents and bad memories or all the odd deeds peoples do with me just after the happenings; but I cant. Odd happenings and misbehaviors by others always glued with my mind and I can’t stay away from it unless I get any positive good reply from the exact people with whom I conflicted. It seems; I am growing in such a way that doesn’t really suite with the current worlds. Seems, I am too much backdated. Yeah?
Being rude never go with me. Hurting someone is a thing which I can’t imagine. Disservice is what I never do to the peoples without any particular reason. Where helping is my congenital habit; how can I do these odd?
I am not saying I am the only one person of the world who is just washed by milk and never does any mistakes or misbehaves with anyone. But I know how to control myself. I know what to do with whom. There are a lot of good peoples around there but why not everyone? Why not everyone thinking like the way I think?
To me, we are in the world for a specific time. We have a very limited time to pass by in this beautiful world. One day, we must leave this space, these surroundings, the families, the friends and beloveds. So, for what we should be too much mean? Just saving your ego or self by harming others? Don’t forget the punishments that are waiting for you at the next-world where almighty Allah will awake all of us and evaluate what we have done in this world.
So, I am just praying to Allah to punish the peoples right now. Yes right now…….otherwise this sweet world will be unlivable within shorter.